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Thursday, November 6, 2008

I think i gt A.D.D. Scary, huh? But lyf cld be fun if you have A.D.D. Very entertainin much.
Anws, thanks you guys fer ur advices. Thanks espespesp to Faie(: Then Aidah. Then Seri.
Anws, had Dance again just now but stupid mother****in' indian instructor didn't come.
Sick konon.. I also sick lor. SICK of you! Heheh. Ramizah had a new um fringe-cut.
It was well, cute. But she was afraid if Umairah think she's copyin her. So she
refused to enter th dance studio with us. Ros had to handle her. Hahha. Edora and i cldn't
accept th fact tht Ramizah is lyk, afraid of Umairah?? I mean, c'mon lar. She's nth to us.
So, Edora and i told Ramizah nt to worry. Skipskipskip, class ended real early. Rin wanted to
go home. So, okay. Edora, Jun and i wanted to pierce our ears today. We decided to take th bus
to Causeway Point. While in th bus, suddenly Edora's mom called and Edora had to go home.
Haiz. So left with me and Jun. We went to Causeway Point's Mac's first to eat. Then we waited
fer XCRAFT, Power 9 and whats-th-shop-name? Sth blues? But was still not open.
So, tired of waiting, we went to 77th Street to pierce. Jun decided not to so she jus accompany me. I hoped Edora was thereto do with me, but Haiz.. So anws, it's done. I lyk it very much.
I'll probably dg it again with Edora next week. Can't wait lor. Btw, im currently gna be diet-ing during

this cming 2 weeks. since i piercedmy ears, th woman said i can't eat seafood. Haiz. So sad.
Now im just eating bananas and biscuits. How sad is tht? And i can't get any skinnier x) Lucky Milzam
told me sardine was a fish, a seafood. Didnt knw sardine was a fish? x) Btw, i've cut my fringe again. Th only
person who disagrees with it is Milzam. Sorry? Heh. But i lyk it now, it's better. Back to th old days..(;
I had a grt time talking to my punkboy. And faie, too, still tolerating with me. Syiqin wanna tell me a secret,
i cant waiittt. im waiting her to call me, she said she wld. im waiting...(:

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what we could have been, 7:48 PM.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Should i tell him tht i knew abt him and tell him abt the thing?
Faie said yes.
He has been councilling me since last nite.
I srsly pity him sia. I mean, i've an attitude problem which is
being stubborn, do not wanna listen to others.
So i guess Faie is srsly having a hard time with me now.
Im soso sorry, Faie. I'll make up to you smehow.
Now im thinking, 'shld i tell or not?'
Shld i or shld not i? I need answers from angels, demons, vamps, whatever.
I'm so pathetic. Why shred tears?
And bcos of me, Faie can't even watch his bad vids.
And bcos of me, Faie has to tolerate with my stubborness.
And bcos of me, idk whatever sufferings Faie had been gg thru.
He's sucha distant bestfriend to me. I need someone to who can lend me
his/her shoulder to cry on. Or someone who i can complain to.
He's th perfect one. Th bestfriend i've always wanted.
God bless you, Faie X)

what we could have been, 10:13 PM.

Burning Day, Dammit.
Srsly hot day sia today.
And i just gt hme frm Dance.
I wore black erm, hmm it's not thights.
It's a black 3/4 jeans thights? Hahha.
And short Hoodie over my P.e t-shirt.
And when i went to sch, ppl looked at me lyk
as if im suppose to go to sch but im gg smewhere else.
Get what i mean? HELL-LO, im a gd girl(: Yeah, ryte.
Btw, i saw this granny at th MRT station &she looked lyk
she cldn't walk stabily. I felt lyk helpin. But she's faraway frm me.
So anws, today's dance practice was muchmuch better and fun-ner
than th previous practice. I managed to do all of th steps properly. =DD
After Dance, Jun cukur-ed Edora's eyebrows and mine.
Jun said my eyebrows are naturally definite or sth =DD
Anws, i lykd it when it's done(: Maybe tmr im piercing my ear.
Andand Jun was lyk complainin abt almst everythin when we walked
to sunplaza under th sun. And Edora and i just laughed but hardly understood(:
Now, i wanna shower, So adios. Oh and one more thing, Faie, thanks fer last nite.
You're such a great friend, buddy. Sorry fer being stubborn.
ADIOS!

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what we could have been, 6:55 PM.

Hell-oh, no ppl.
Still lame, huh? Oh well. I'm lame whaaat.
Anws, have you ever had a weird feeling towards someone?
As in, you don't wanna be with him or you just don't lyk, lyk him..
But when ur with him or you're talking to him, your hearts goes wild?
And you can't walk steadily when he's ard?
But still, deep inside ur heart, you rlly think you don't lyk him to tht extend..
So in simple words: You are uncertain if you rlly lyk him or not.
I'm confused.
My old primary sch friend said sth to me, unexpectedly.
It shocked me. I was just breathless when she told me.
I should have known.
That rlly explains alot. About ur labels in ur blog too.
Idk till hw long you're gna keep it frm me.
But too bad i alrdy knew it from Ur friend.

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what we could have been, 2:14 AM.
Monday, November 3, 2008

I want to chat with Khairul Sukor.
I want to chat with Rynaldy.
I want to chat with Jun.
I want to talk to Ros.
I want to talk to Asyiqin.
I want to talk to Deena.

Is tht alot? Hahha. But srsly, i want to chat/talk with them.
Anws, met Zahidah just now instd of meeting Mai =.-''
I need to talk to Edora abt next yr. Hmmm.
''Don't be an ass.'' ''Don't bullshit ard.'' ''Don't get fucked up.''
Those are th phrases im gonna value in my life. Hahha.
Oh and i didn't knw tht Hilman loves Twilight too.(And his gf too, so sweeet, ryt?)
We made two bets between us.
1)We bet each other who will catch th movie, Twilight, first.
2)We bet each other who will read th Second book of Twilight.
We guess Milzam will be clueless. XD
Wish me luck, guys!(X

My mom's crazy. Evidence:
Azlin - says:
k i use knife to poke ur tongue
Feeqah Vamp. says:
lame seh .
Azlin - says:
coz u thick skin
Azlin - says:
lame.. later i poke u..u can say lam
Azlin - says:
lame
Feeqah Vamp. says:
whatever.


Feeqah Vamp. says:
mama i need a fringe cut.
Feeqah Vamp. says:
it's long and diturbing.
Azlin - says:
y u dont wanna learn to cut urself.. or i do for u
Feeqah Vamp. says:
dont want.
Azlin - says:
halo
Feeqah Vamp. says:
btw, down cheaper.
Azlin - says:
u from young i cut for u ok!
Azlin - says:
and ppl say u all nice
Feeqah Vamp. says:
no wonder not nice*
Azlin - says:
ppl say u all nice!!!
Feeqah Vamp. says:
they're all drama-ing only lar.
Azlin - says:
sigh
Azlin - says:
ppl not like u
Feeqah Vamp. says:
whaaaaaat?
Azlin - says:
drama queen
Feeqah Vamp. says:
=.-'' i SURE gt my genes SOMEWHERE..
Feeqah Vamp. says:
hmmm. you love to drama urself.

Azlin - says:
nope..im the most decent person
Feeqah Vamp. says:
Pfffft, yeah ryte
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And this is just 1/4 of our Childishness. We always argue lyk this.
My dad says when my mom and i argues, no one can stop us.
And th whole family will get irritated. HAH!

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what we could have been, 9:08 PM.

Hell-oh, no ppl.
Lame, lame, lame. Oh guess what, who cares.
Okays im crazy.
Anws thanks Lyana and Fiqah fer helping me. Lyk srsly
sia you guys(:

Now, th story to this post's tittle.
Rynaldy is a Freak. LOL.
Okay, he is my opp blk, neighbour.
We were chatting and so we decided to
see each other out of our home window.
Our plan was Rynaldy supposed to say
'HI!' loudly across th carpark at me.
And im supposed to reply, 'FREAK!'
at him. Butnah, tht didn't happen.
We just waved and laughed? Hahha.
Childish sia.
To Rynaldy:
So rynaldy, if im bored and i wanna chat,
can i go over th window and shout your name?
Then can you come and reply? Hahha.
Lameness, Randomness and Childishness.

So whaat. It's nt my fault. Im nt even 14 yet till 29 NOV!;D

what we could have been, 12:44 AM.
Sunday, November 2, 2008

Hell-oh, no ppl(;
Lame, i knw, whatever. Anws, dance lesson was funny just now. I went to sch with Jun, Edora and Rin. We were late with sme seniors. So heck care uh. Then met Ros, Ramizah, Fiqah and Yanie infront of th sch gate. Yanie and Fiqah can't get in th sch cos they wore sandles. We tried to brainstorm fer ideas but to no avail. Hahha. Yanie cursed th security gurad, 'Lanciao', loudly. So too bad then Yanie couldn't get in but Fiqah cld. Anws, i talk alot today. Even Jun and Edora said tht. Haiz. Anws, let's talk abt ystd. Ohmy, so funnn. Okay, okay.. I went to my relative's wedding at Bukit Batok. I wore all black &sme white. Kinda look lyk a vamp(; Actually, i hate gg to weddings. Reasons are, first, you have to wear sth formal.(But obviously i didn't wear baju kurung nor kebaya). Second, you have to put more make-up than usual. I hate tht. Even my dad calls me a chinese doll =.-'' So anws, when reached there, fuuuyooo. Lyk everywhere there were mats. In skinnies or shorts. Ya' knw what mats weat, ryt? With tattoos, piercings and stuffs. Unfortunately, their my cousins. Haiz. 90% ofth population there are my mat cousins. Minahs, only ard 5? Sad thing is, my dad's family has alot of ppl. And they're lyk all guys. And srsly few girls. In my family compared to th others, we have th most num of girls. And thts only 3. Imagine th rest. Only one or none, all guys. And i was wondering, 'Is this a rock or metal concert or a wedding?'. Oh wells, heck care. Th groom is my relative. What a shame. Tht abg has tattoo hiding in his pengantin's baju collar. After eating a lil, we headed fer th bus(nt public) with all my mat cousins in many buses to th bride's place, at Jurong. We were lyk walking there after tht uh. So damn hot ya' knw. Im kinda tan now i guess. And there were this Kuda Kepang Company.
So cute lar th kids. And cute guys. Hahha. Oh and wanna knw sth funny?? Th bride was afraid of th Kuda Kepang. When we arrived with th Kuda Kepang Company, with th noise, her face was lyk sooo tense. Her eyes were wide open, in fear sia. And she was shaking, almst faint. But she was very pretty and young. 22, if im nt wrong. I almst laughed my head off but haiz, kesiankn lar ehk. Then went back to our place(Bukit Batok). Then th excitement begins. Fer more than 6hrs, there were Kuda Kepang performances. How cool. Th tarian was okay2. But th best was when th 4 guys gt possesed and they ate glass and stuffs. I srsly thought they were just acting ya' knw. Cos i don't believe in such stuffs. I sat riggghhhhttt infront. Lyk brave lykdat lor(cos thought it's fake). Then just a few centimetres away was my hot, lovely uncle Firds(: He smiled at me, so i smiled back lor. So anws, i was lyk wondering ar, 'woah, sucha gd actors. though they ate th glass, they seemed nth. And blood all over. Amazingggg!'. Th Kuda Kepang thinggy was so amazing tht everyone enjoyed and watched them. Rmbr i said i gt lyk, ALOT of relatives plus 90% of mats? Yeah. Amazing. Seems lyk no one payed attention to th bride and th groom. Hahha, how sad. Then when almst maghrib, th last performance, they did tht possess thinggy again. And ya' knw, when th 4 guys almst gt possessed, suddenly one young girl in th audience twirled ard and kinda shrieked. And tht was when i realised, this possess thinggy was real. Th p5/p6 girl gt possessed. Almst everyone stopped watching th Kuda Kepang and went to th girl. She was fighting rebelliously when th many guys tried to hold her to calm her down. Fer a young girl, she was very strong. She glared at th guys to warn them to let her go. She didn't speak. Just kinda cried then smiled then shrieked. It was hard fer th spirit to get out of her. Th music was still played so she was trying to dance to th song. Th kuda kepang way. Many ppl tried to help her but to no avail. A guy in his thirties tried to take th spirit out of her but instd, he gt possessed too. Then he started dancin to th music. We kinda laughed, but to think again, he shld be pitied. He was trying to help ya' knw. Th girl was still possessed. Idk what had happened to her. One of my ohmyhot lookin uncle read prayers in his drink then spit at her head. I was lyk, 'Er, ewww'. But maybe nt bad fer a handsome looking guy's spit. Haha. Many ppl gathered ard her. I was one of them, holding my elder sis, afraid. I was lyk readin prayers tht i knw. In my heart lor. Then suddenly th girl looked at sme of my relatives. Plus me. And iw as lyk sooo damn scared, i read my prayers louder. Then i realised so many mats ard me so i read it in my heart again. Hahha. While dg tht, sme of my cousins smiled at me. Some even said, 'Jgn takot'. And i was lyk, 'Er, haha, um, k..' (: Anws, till nw, idk what happened to th guy and th girl. I hope they're fine now. So guys, when you watch a kuda kepang thinggy, dont daydreaming and focus.
Small kids shldn't watch. Today then i believed about th word, 'possessed'. It still shocked me.
Wanna knw sth funny? Hahha, okay lar, im born to be rlly slenge. When th ppl said, th guys gt possessed by th kuda kepang spirits, i was thinking of ponies and norm horses. So why th possessed ppl acted lyk crazy horses? Then i found out tht Kuda Kepang are diff type of horses. Wild, demons. L.O.L

what we could have been, 6:48 PM.
Friday, October 31, 2008

Alright, im postin again.
Im not bored. Just tht i've been thinkin alot.
And i've been readin alot.
No, im not a bookworm.
WTH am i sayin?
Anws, Edora, sorry. But i just feel better
go shoppin with my mom when it comes
to back to sch stuffs lyk bags and shoes.
My reasons:
1)My mom has taste.
2)Girl, she has th cash and cards and whatever.
So if you wanna buy th same thing as me,
we cld ya' knw, just look ard and cnfirm it
then i'll inform my mom to buy it, okays?
Or maybe she gives me th money and i buy it.
Well whatever but th money's on her.
And passer-by, write ur name if you're nt a coward.
Do you want my attention? Awww, im flattered(:

what we could have been, 3:11 AM.
Thursday, October 30, 2008

Went out with my grandma at Metro.
She wanna find new comfortable shoes/sandles.
For an old woman, ohmygosh.
She shops lyk my mama and sis! =.-''
Just tht a few shops opened in th morn.
I was lyk catchin up with her??
At last she bought a VINCCI sandle/shoe?
L.O.L
Anws my mama bought me B.U.M dark blue jeans.
Oh cool. X)
Anws, im probably meetin Edora at CWP at 2pm.
Can't waiiiittt(:
I srsly miss her ya' knw.
And one more thing,
who is th passerby?
Mind sayin ur name?
Btw thanks fer sayin my blog is nice.
Anws, don't be a coward to say ur name darling(:
P/S: HSM is a kiddo show, no offence.
~~~~~~~~
I just gt back frm gg out with Edora.
We had such fun. But would be mre fun
if Mira was ard. Haiz..
X)
Oh yeah!IsawRiduan and his friend.
Haizzz Riduan looked so matrep-ish hot..
If only i've accepted him last tym..
Oh well, too little, too late.
And i then i told Edora.
She also was excited and wanna see him.
But too bad we didn't. Hahha.
Anws, Edora and i went shoppin
till we drop. Hahha.
We went to XCRAFT, Power9, Minibits..
Well alot. Yeahps.We also bought a few new make-ups.
After shoppin, we went to eat at Long John Silver's.
As usual, i ate lyk, horribly? HAHA.
And Edora was laughin at how th way i eat. HMPH!(:
And i even pretended to give an awe expression lyk as if
i saw a cute mat. Actually, yeah i did. Hahha.
K lar. I gtg. Edora's on th phone with me since
just now.
She wants me to do sth. So, Adios(:
P/S:Milzam, i want th necklace on 3nov(:

what we could have been, 9:30 PM.
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what we could have been, 8:47 PM.

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